Response

Having said everything before...Still.

The last thing to go is hope no?

I won't go down that easily. And no, I don't mean I'm going to pester and bother and annoy until things work. That's definitely not what I mean. I'm going to be genuine, and real, as I have been throughout this whole thing. Call me Romantic, but I believe that is the way to go.

In the end, I know the feelings are there. But fear is among them, fear of getting hurt. And I know all too well the consequence of fear when it comes to these things. I know I have neglected possible relationships because of my own brand of fear. I understand what she is going through.

I only hope that fear does not define the future.

I'll do my best to endure and thrive. I've never come out of a blow that hard like this, but I think she is worth it. I think I am worth it.