Kicking sand on her feet

Well today was interesting.

This morning I had to practice my sign language skills because I was communicating with a deaf woman. I'm surprised I could get by after about five years. That's reassuring considering I want to learn a few more languages.

I also spent most of my day at the beach for Mike's surprise birthday. I really thought it wasn't going to be a surprise for him, but I think it genuinely was. That's uplifting in a strange way, its nice. We drank some from a glass boot Nikki got for Mike. I also chatted with Fernando for a long while, he's a really cool kid. Gotta see Waking Life with that bunch again.

I also took my own private roller coaster ride of emotions and thoughts today. It was interesting to say the least. I'm also glad it ended well. Lol remarkably vague, but get used to it!

I feel speechless and chatty all at once. Kind of like my terrified awe of the water. I felt a bit stronger though when she took my hand. I'm such a sucker for the most ridiculous things lol.

Jenny is coming tonight!

Even with thoughts of Jenny returning, I'm still numb to many of the events transpiring around me. Not to mention my backdrop of worries concerning school.

I'm happy though I've been progressing. I've been acting without thinking to death every action.

It sounds silly but that's a big step for me! And its working!

I'll get back to this later. I'm still strangely charmed.